2026-11-10 20:34 UTC
yeah dying in prison would be pretty inevitable for me too. if they let me stay on hormones i would be v coded to death by either rectal bleeding from being raped or being murdered for resisting being raped too hard. if they dont let me stay on hormones i would detransition into the most unstable rage filled petulant asshole and id die the same exact way just way more angrily.
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@ShadowOfMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2026-11-10 20:48
Yeah :/ I’m legally and officially prescribed HRT, so I’d get to keep being on it. Me getting v-coded would pretty much be a guarantee. And I don’t wish it upon anyone, but tbh? I’d deserve it. I’d totally blame myself for it. For letting it happen due to my nonexistent physical strength, for “asking for it”. I probably wouldn’t even bother trying to resist. It’s a thought pattern I keep coming back to. I don’t wish it upon anyone but myself. So yeah, prison would literally be a death sentence for me. Not that I plan on going, it’s just that it’s game over if I do.